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am at the parents house for mother's day. I brought cake, so mom was happy. :D
and then she helped me with my laundry. naawwwwww mom!
have done precious little today. mom and I went shopping which was unsuccessful for both of us, but we had fun anyway. tonight we're having bbq tri-tip. nom nom nom.
so I think things with B have finally gotten to the point where I'm pretty much over it. like there's still sometimes a little pang when he'll be really sweet, but I just can't waste my time pining away after someone who is going to stay with someone that he doesn't like half the time. and if he's going to do the on again/off again thing with her, I can't be the one who is going to be around during the 'off again' and maintain any kind of self respect.
also, he's been kinda... dumb lately. like he didn't know what the word 'indefinitely' meant. which. I dunno. I mean I know I can be an intellectual snob, but 'indefinitely'? how do you not know that word? or how can you not figure it out? *sigh* and then there's other stuff that just makes me shake my head and think 'moron' a lot. so that can't be good.
but like I said sometimes he's super sweet and I do enjoy the attention but I just can't in good conscience respond to him the way I have been in the past. so I think from now on I'll just respond the same way I do to any of the guys at work (and I kinda adore the whole lot of them, such great people to work with) so it won't be like I'm ignoring him or treating him poorly or anything. just. not special. because he can't be to me. at least not with how things stand right now.
/grown up
NOW. let me talk about David Cook, because I typed out all that above and didn't mention him once! aren't you proud?! heh.
but seriously people. take a look at my icon. for those not in the know, that is David and Carly. Carly is this totally hot Irish woman that was kicked off WAY too soon. I'm going to openly beg at this point for someone to write me David/Carly or Micheal/Carly or dear god David/Carly/Michael. Both Michael and Carly are married but seriously I don't need a whole lot of reality. Just you know. Hotness.
( how can you not want hot threesome action from them? )
and then she helped me with my laundry. naawwwwww mom!
have done precious little today. mom and I went shopping which was unsuccessful for both of us, but we had fun anyway. tonight we're having bbq tri-tip. nom nom nom.
so I think things with B have finally gotten to the point where I'm pretty much over it. like there's still sometimes a little pang when he'll be really sweet, but I just can't waste my time pining away after someone who is going to stay with someone that he doesn't like half the time. and if he's going to do the on again/off again thing with her, I can't be the one who is going to be around during the 'off again' and maintain any kind of self respect.
also, he's been kinda... dumb lately. like he didn't know what the word 'indefinitely' meant. which. I dunno. I mean I know I can be an intellectual snob, but 'indefinitely'? how do you not know that word? or how can you not figure it out? *sigh* and then there's other stuff that just makes me shake my head and think 'moron' a lot. so that can't be good.
but like I said sometimes he's super sweet and I do enjoy the attention but I just can't in good conscience respond to him the way I have been in the past. so I think from now on I'll just respond the same way I do to any of the guys at work (and I kinda adore the whole lot of them, such great people to work with) so it won't be like I'm ignoring him or treating him poorly or anything. just. not special. because he can't be to me. at least not with how things stand right now.
/grown up
NOW. let me talk about David Cook, because I typed out all that above and didn't mention him once! aren't you proud?! heh.
but seriously people. take a look at my icon. for those not in the know, that is David and Carly. Carly is this totally hot Irish woman that was kicked off WAY too soon. I'm going to openly beg at this point for someone to write me David/Carly or Micheal/Carly or dear god David/Carly/Michael. Both Michael and Carly are married but seriously I don't need a whole lot of reality. Just you know. Hotness.
( how can you not want hot threesome action from them? )