gone away is the bluebird

[loveflyfree]

- My mom called me earlier from the hospital. Dad made it through surgery just fine. Which was really my fear. Like I know he'll be fine learning to walk again and all that. I was just nervous about the surgery itself. He's not OLD... but he's not young either. So you know. But yay. I have to work all week and there's really no one else to do it so. But I'll get to see him on Friday night. And then he'll come home Sunday or Monday. *crosses fingers*

- I realized last night that I'm making myself CRAZY over this stupid holiday party and the fact that B might be there. omg. he's just a guy. a guy I know. I should calm the fuck down and stop being so mental. I'm probably more attractive when I'm not a total nutcase. (this is why I never like real boys. I'm a total retard around them. *sigh*)

- The worst part about my dad being in the hospital and my mom staying up there with him is that our dog, Betsy, mopes around the house. She stands in front of Dad's chair and cries and it BREAKS MY HEART.

- Work is quickly approaching a breaking point. like soon the amount of work they're giving me is going to be TOO MUCH. I'm not sure what I'll do when I hit that point. :/

- Bones is making me cry. Stupid holiday themed episodes.

- I'd say post holiday depression is settling in early this year.

Comments

[dramedy.livejournal.com]

YAY!!!!

*pet* You're pretty!! :DD Relax! What idiot wouldn't have you?? ;D

Oh my dog does that when my dad goes out FOR MILK. He's such a drama queen :/

That episode made me tear up too!! It was SO SWEEET and Booth and his kid and Ivy and Lionel and omg I'm tearing up now. ;~;

I feel that.

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

some days I'm pretty. other days ... not. but you know, I wouldn't be me if I didn't make myself a little crazy about the whole thing. have settled down a lot. mostly, strangely enough, because he and I have been working together a lot. can't be a spazz and do my job. :)

[nieninque121.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear your dad's doing fine. *hugs*

Gosh, how did the holiday season snuck up so quickly this year?! I can use the vacation, but I can do without the pre-holiday anxiety, the drama during, and, the post-holiday depression.

Hope things calm down a bit for you at work, and good luck with the party. Just be your charming self. =D

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

thank you. :)

this year just FLEW by. I can't believe it's almost Christmas already. it's CRAZY.

I'll let y'all know how charming I manage to be. heh.

[randominity.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear your dad made it through all right! Many hopes he'll have a speedy and uneventful recovery *hugs*

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

thanks honey. :)

I miss you. is there a way I can rss feed your journal? or do I just need to start logging in to my insanejournal account?

[randominity.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure you can set up an RSS feed for randominity.insanejournal.com here (I can't, since you have to be a paid user), but you'd only have access to my public entries.... my understanding of this twisty cross-journal world ends there, sorry :/. I miss you too! I can't stop logging in here just to check up on everyone, hehehe.

[shutyourface.livejournal.com]

Yay, I'm so happy your papa's surgery was a success! I hope your party goes well and that you and B fall in love and have like, ten thousand babies. Or something.

♥ ♥ ♥

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

me too! I get to see him tomorrow. it's gonna be weird... you know.... with part of his leg gone, but I'm sure we'll all get used to it. his latest joke is that a pair of socks will last him twice as long. heh.

omg. I need to get a picture of B. I know if you saw him you would totally say that he's the kind of guy you would picture for me. so cute!