an entry by Regina, age 13

[loveflyfree]

So I'm minding my own business this morning, listening to my stereo (Colbie Caillat - thank you Joie!!) and B comes in to ask for some help on a couple of his service orders today. First he kneels down next to me at my desk so you know... eye contact. (Eyes! How so blue?!) Then he kinda cocks his head to the side and says, 'is this the full cd of that girl?' and ahahahaha he talks like I do and I totally understood what he meant and when I said 'yes' he says 'oh I really like that song they play on the radio' Meaning of course, "Bubbly." the song that whenever it comes on I giggle to myself because I've dubbed it 'the B song.'

Seriously? Why are we not going out? HE'S PERFECT. (which of course makes me fear that he's secretly gay... because PERFECT.)

Comments

[whynotsaylove.livejournal.com]

Boys are funny like that. I spent the weekend with one, and he is certainly funny like that.

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

they are. and this one is just so dreamy. I become completely tongue-tied around him. on Friday he was so distractingly hot that I was a mess all day!

I really like him.

[whynotsaylove.livejournal.com]

I like my boy too, which is bad cause... it is bad. It will end badly.

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

yeah. that's the worst. when you know it's not going to end good. the worst part? I don't even know if my boy is available. he might still be dating his psycho girlfriend. so do I respond to the attention he pays me? bah. I should probably just try not to think about it. not over-analyze every little thing that happens. (of course, then I just wouldn't be me.)

[whynotsaylove.livejournal.com]

A friend once pointed out that the difference between men and women is the concept of "what if" scenarios. We thrive on them, and they don't have them. Not about love anyway. About fighting bands of ninjas sure, but not so much with the relationships.