I'm just this ridiculous dork that's following him around like a puppy

[loveflyfree]

well hello there flist! I've missed you!

house sale finally went completely through and the parents and I have moved to our new temp digs. will be here about 5-6 months when I will finally move into a place of my own (\o/) and the parents will move back to CA. sweet.

was without the interwebs for about a week. as per usual the first few days were annoying and difficult and then by the time I got access again, I was used to doing other things. but it's a good thing that I have it again as I was running out of Scrubs episodes to watch. :p

after a series of mishaps that left me crying for about an hour and a half Friday night, finally made it to M's house where I got cleaned up and we headed out to our favorite bar. got our beer, walked out on to the patio where almost immediately I felt someone grab my arm. it was B. proceeded to hang out with him ALL NIGHT. got way too drunk. so did he. nothing untoward happened. I do remember holding hands at the end of the night, but have no idea how we got to that point. hi, I'm a 1950's teenager. maybe next week he can take me out to the soda shop for a malt. *facepalm*

the test will be work tomorrow. if he's normal then yay! if not, well. I'll be bummed out, but seriously seeing him out in the real world is probably the best thing that could have happened. he's really a gigantic dork, which yes on one hand makes him more attractive to me, but also has made him into more of a real person, faults and all. it was good that I finally saw some faults (obnoxious drunk!) because he was becoming almost mythical in my head. and that's not healthy.

still, if nothing else happens I do have the good (if somewhat foggy) memories of a fun Friday night.

look at me being all adult about this. I'm sure I'll return to my normal ridic self soon enough. :p

Comments

[dramedy.livejournal.com]

<3 I hope things go well. I'm... not sure what that means, but I want happiness and good things for you. so yay.

<3 missed ya. :D :D

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

thanks honey! *hugs*

and I missed you too! am getting caught up on my flist very very slowly but I wanted to give you *BIG HUGS* if it makes you feel any better I got put on academic probation and then academic suspension while I was in college. I took the time off, got a job and made a little money, and then when they let me start taking classes again I was much more focused. um. I never actually graduated, but that was because more real life crap intervened. but! I think I've carved a decent living for myself even without my degree. do I wish I was doing something else? of for sure. but, I live a life that allows me to go places and meet new people (like you!!) and that's what I truly enjoy.

so anyway. don't think of yourself as a failure! everything happens for a reason.

[cathybites.livejournal.com]

maybe next week he can take me out to the soda shop for a malt.

and now I'm picturing you with the ponytail and the poodle skirt and it is bringing me ENDLESS amusement. ahahahahaha!

I don't think anything to exciting has happened since you've been away. um. We're closing in on the end of the season, so hockey has completely eaten my brain again, even more so than before because now I have a roommate also into it, but that's about it. :D

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

and now I'm picturing you with the ponytail and the poodle skirt and it is bringing me ENDLESS amusement

aaaaand I think I have this year's halloween costume. ;p

we have a... I don't know what they're called in hockey. minor league? farm team? anyway. we have a hockey team here. Arizona Sun Dogs. not that I have any idea what a sun dog is. the stadium is within walking distance of my new house. they're in the playoffs so maybe I should finally go see a game.

[whynotsaylove.livejournal.com]

Well! I certainly can't get my obnoxious-drunk-pretty-pretty to hold MY hand in public (no matter how much I think he wants to sometimes - I swear he wanted to kiss me at Islands of Adventure in the Jurassic Park playground... waterfalls and hidden caves/private corners everywhere, but he is a pussy when he is sober).

Sounds like you had a lot of fun. You know I am always all for girly babbly and squee. :)

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

it was fun! today has been... just like normal. we talked this morning, but not about Friday... just about work.

and booooooo for your pretty not stepping up to the plate. come on dude.

for the record, I was just thinking about you. mostly because I'm listening to Green Day. :D

[whynotsaylove.livejournal.com]

Oh, mine is just a boy. He has a lot of maturing ahead of him. Though drunk he is all over me. I don't really mind it at this point in my life, though really... he should made a move at the waterfalls. I might have swooned (not that he wants me to swoon... he rather likes the non-needy nature of me). Heh.

So no Googling will turn up a picture of your pretty? I am curious.

[loveflyfree.livejournal.com]

well um. he does have a myspace. email me and I'll send you a link. /stalker

[whynotsaylove.livejournal.com]

Teehee. But you are too scared to be his Myspace friend I take it? Is your email different now? Just email me, please and thank you. :)