you make me feel like I am whole again

[loveflyfree]

last night of vacation. for once I think I'm actually ready to go back? this vacation has felt gloriously long. maybe since I've been drunk for so much of it. yeah that's only partially a joke. :) today was more wine tasting as well as some olive oil tasting. after we got back to my parents house I bundled up and went for a long walk on the beach. ugh. perfection. there's a storm coming in so the ocean was gorgeous and dangerous and everything I love.

there have been a few sigh inducing moments. mostly to do with family members assuming they know what I want in my life. I could correct them, but I get tired of doing that. so I just kind of smile and nod. also the reason I've never really come out. they just. ugh. I love them all so much but sometimes I just. wish they knew me better. (yes I understand that means I need to open up more to them. easier said than done.)

whatever. off to read more sherlock and/or cabin pressure fic. because that's what I do.